a problematic persons head

Because i should.

2010-02-15T15:41:00.001-08:00

because i havn't done it in ages and beth called me a hypocrite im blogging.

lets go with.. what i've been doing.
art, art college, research, becoming a gaming hermit, essaying, etc.
art college rules, met so many awesome people :D all of them drink and smoke but im staying away from that poop.

i love to boogie on a saturday night.

becky.

REPO

2009-07-30T12:26:00.000-07:00

Recently i watched 'Repo! the genetic opera' a film directed by Darren Lynn Bousman. The film is based on a play written and composed by Darren Smith and Terrance Zdunich. Terrance also plays the role 'Graverobber' in the film, my favourite character. the Graverobber is my favourite character for a number of reasons, first and foremost is the mental state of the character. He always seems happy even though he is surrounded by such a dismal world. Then theres his facial expressions, they are just plain entertaining. last is his songs. i have to admit that his song are probably the best, also, Terrance seems to have one of the better voices in the film. The story is about a world far in the future where there is a massive organ failure. Because of this the company 'GeneCo' loan the less wealthy organs. Unfortunately many of those who are loaned organs cannot pay the compant bach and have their organs repossessed by the repoman.

Something that catches you off guard in this film is the cast. one moment your peacefully sipping your tp tea with 3 teaspoons of sugar in it, quietly waiting for the story to unravel itself when suddenly you realise that the main emo/Avril Lavigne girl who some also refer to as Shilo also plays the girl from spy kids! now, for quite a while you question whether this assumption is true. I can assure you, the actress Alexa Vega plays both characters. The next shock will come from the character Nathan, both widower and father of Shilo. The great man who plays such a character my friends is the one and only Anthony Stewart Head, also referred to as 'the greatest man to grace the Buffy sets'. Anthony also plays a part in the television series 'Buffy'. The actor is English but in the film he puts on an American accent, this saddens me since he has such a nice accent. The last of theis tormenting shock rollercoaster is the character Amber Sweet, who i will rename 'faceless'. Now, boys and girls, this was the most shocking and terrifying of all of the actors/actresses. Faceless is played by none other than the infamous Paris Hilton! now.. she doesn't give that bad a performance but it just feels a bit fishy that out of all the people in the world, Paris is chosen as the spoilt rich girl... wow.. fits her quite well don't you think?

this looks like its going to take a while.. ah poo. well, i shall carry on this drivel even if you have given up and decided that a game of tic tac toe will be much more useful in life than a 14 hour read about a film that only take 2 hours to watch.

Anhow, i have to applaud this film, and not in the sarcastic slow mannered way but in the enthusiastic palm scorching way. most of the actors performed very well, i feel Terrance who played 'Graverobber' did the best though. The film thoroughly entertained me and i finished the film with a smiling face. my personal favourite song is Zydrate Anatomy. youtube it and see why. I strongly reccomend that you watch this film, especially if you have a rather gothis or rock personality. If you don't i'll come and rip out your eyes.

I bid you farewell.
Damien xxyx

toilet fairies

2009-03-27T18:06:00.000-07:00

I am going to talk to you about the very serious subject of toilet fairies. Toilet faries misplace things or sometimes completely steal them. they have become a hindrance on society. everyday someone is affected by the crimes of the toilet fairies. people lose work, keys, medicine, children etc. They do not look like normal everyday fairies, who are all cute and sparkly, they smell of sewers and wear nothing but bin liners. Their hair is as long as their body length for they do not cut it and they only feed on rotting banana skins. Many do not believe in the toilet fairies and that they lose such things from their own idiocy. let me tell you, for every person who says that they don't believe in toilet fairies, a toilet fairy is born. it is becoming an epidemic and soon enough we will lose everything because of the dastardly toilet fairies. they will take our houses, cars, phone lines! you name it! It is sometimes believed that if your kneel next to your toilet and pray to the toilet fairies there is a chance they will forgive you and leave you out of such a mess, but so far there are no living witnesses of such a thing. I hope i have gotten you to think very carefully about what is to come. If you wish to keep your things safe then make sure everyone you know says they believe in toilet fairies, for that is the only way in which you can kill such revolting creatures.

Buffy the vampire slayer

2009-03-19T13:53:00.000-07:00

i've been listening to the music from the musical episode in buffy.. its been keeping me amused for quite a while now. i have problems with the show because of things like the vampires faces scrunching up and buffy.. just plain buffy.. she annoys me to hell. Spike on the other hand rules. he has the best song in the musical as well 'res in peace'. i think he's the best because he is an outcast, he really tries to be good.... hence him fighting for a soul.. but still everyones a bitch to him.. so i like him the best!
yes... this is all i wanted to say...

Damien xyxyx

film certificates

2009-02-28T12:42:00.000-08:00

so, here i am again, but this time to talk about the issue with age certificates. this may become whiny so please be open minded. I have only really experienced the annoyance of not being allowed to see a film because of my age twice. first was Sweeney Todd and the second is Watchmen which are both 18's.I watched Sweeney Todd on both on DVD and I'm sad to say illegally downloaded on a friends computer. This is one of the problems with age certificates, many who are not able to see a film because of their age at the cinema just end up downloading it illegally off the Internet. Sweeney Todd i didn't actually class as very bad... the blood looked rather fake and the singing seemed to make it more light-hearted... although it was still a fantastic film. Watchmen is coming out in less than a week and is rather big for me since i read the comic and was so inspired by it i couldn't help being incredibly annoyed at the age rating for it. i can tell why its an 18, there is ALOT of sexual content in the graphic novel, but still it annoys me that i am restricted from seeing something (in the cinema) that might be one of the best movies i will ever see. i just wish that age certificates were more lenient. my idea is that there shouldn't be just 12A's but also 15A's and 18A's. i know to some this may just be a whiny idea from a teenager but i still feel that age certificates shouldn't be so strict, but that's my opinion, it would be nice to hear yours.

Damien xyxyx

moke

2009-01-25T13:16:00.000-08:00

hellllllllllo! so, i wanted to bring up the subject of moke. In short, it is coke, mixed with milk... i got a bit hyper and took the milk dave was using for his tea and put it in my coke :D i dared beth to drink it, who refused unless i drank it... but she thought i would back out if she drunk it first so i had to promise that i would give her the frank iero mask if i backed out... moke is not tasty... >< so yeah... just never drink moke, not the nicest of drinks. i shall e back o talk of other random subject soon, for the moment i am watching LOST so my concentration is not at its best. night.
Damien xyxyxyxy

chocoooo milk!

2009-01-19T08:58:00.000-08:00

this is an important issue to me! though it may not seem very serious to many, it is something i that matters very much to me and makes my life that much better. of course, i am talking of the luxurious drink, chocolate milk. Many think brands such as yazoo when it comes to chocolate milk, but no, i am not talking of the incredibly thick milkshake brands. i have never been much of a fan for the thick milkshakes, but they seemtp be some of the only ones you are able to purchase in a newsagents. My most favourite chocolate flavoured milkshake is pretty impossible to find, the closest place i can buy it from is 4 hours away. it's thin and tasty! also, is comes in a carton! only the best come in cartons :D

Damie xxxx

LittleBIGplanet

2008-12-27T19:48:00.000-08:00

okay... this game looked like it ruled in the adverts and it does. you are able to personalize every bit of your character and their 'pod'. the story gets you the stuff, but most of the fun is when you play on the internet with friends. its a game meant to send individuals into giggle fits. no there is no gore and this is a game people will some times specify for children, but it is the best thing to play when annoyed or stressed. you can turn this care free world into anything you want. make your own world and let others enjoy your crazt ideas. the best bit to be certain is playing it with your friends, its great to just muck around and explore with them. it is a hilarious adventure you should not miss out on.

if you have not played it yet i pray you will! it is a game that truly... inspires you. please go nuts and enjoy this game to your hearts content, i hope your sack boy can be as different as the rest of us.

damie xxxx

catch up

2008-12-26T17:47:00.000-08:00

hello... i've been away for a while... honestly.. i forgot i had a blog and went along my merry way.

recently.. im on holiday from school for christmas and have done.. nothing.

christmas... erm.. hope you had a happy christmas etc. christmas makes me feel shit.. and heres an example of why... i got a playstation 3 with 4 games and a blue ray dvd.. i got alot of chocolate.. left4dead (which will not work ><) pair of big ass headphones.. 3 day of the dead masks, (ray toro's, Frank iero's and Bob Bryars)... scarves and gloves and a hat... art stuff... and i think thats it.. do keep in mind this is between two familys.. its still alot though and it makes me feel guilty and angry.. guilty because no one should spend that much money on me... and angry because people actually get pissed off at me for getting these presents and the oh so constant voice of someone saying "you should be happy... you have money" going through my head. i do not like accepting presents because all they really seem to do is get me into trouble.. which is pissy since the playstation 3 is awesome.

joined twitter... which was fun.. i also joined this online game called Shaiya... not gotten too far with it over the holidays. im thinking of writing a story and posting it one one of my blogs.. just for fun.. so if anyone comes across it don't get all serious about the way its written or what it is about. my drumming is going well i think.. i really like playing it but im really only awake at night and so i can't play it >< . decided to go to canterbury college next year for an art Btec course. i need to get out of my school.. and i feel like a hindrance to my friends anyway so i think i should give them some peace.

Saw twilight.. it was much better than i was expeting.. it was quite amusing although as it neared the end i became dissapointed with the sudden seriousness of the situation. must go.. might start on a bit of the story >> ... bi bi..

Damie xxxx

saturday life

2008-11-16T06:20:00.000-08:00

yeah.. went to see a film and it was sort of suckish.. it was Max Payne and it sort of bored me after a while.. and didn't make much sense either... but it was fun going with my friends though ^^
we lost jodie after the film because she ran away.. and so we started calling her name and the ducks came towards us so i decided jodie had been reincarnated into a duck...
eventually though i found her behind a car.
i honestly spent the rest of the night reading my book... i was round beths house and she was reading her book too XD
yes yes yes.. we are geeks... shush!
now im off to pratice my drums seeing as how asleep people are... >> ooo watsits!

----Damie xxx

dieing-ness..

2008-11-15T07:51:00.001-08:00

so... at beths house...

<---- that is beth. don't tell her i stole it from her computer >>

beths not heere at the moment she is with hannah and jess in town... i was supposed to go to but i have LADY STUFF -shot-

my lady stuff is awkward though ><><

sooooo.... now im listening to rise against.. beth left her CD player on for me ^^ ....

Im seeing rise against next year *ponders*

im seeing simple plan in two weeks...

and im going to leeds festival next year.. cool...

i shall be going to cinema and pizza hut later with all my friends... ^^ off now... :P

----- Damie xxxx

to beth... i own..

2008-11-08T17:44:00.000-08:00

short note to beth so that it is saved... don't take this seriously.. this is my brain and how it see's things.. inside my head... anyway..
i own...
-Zacky
-The Reverend
-Bob
-Ray
-Gee
-Dan
-Quinn
-David
-Brian
-Stephen Fry
-Simon
-Bill Bailey
-Tim Burton
-ville valo (renting him from lucy)
-Corey Taylor

MY HEAD

2008-11-08T17:42:00.000-08:00

hellllllo... i have this random book... and i write my random thoughts in it... theres a few with lucy that i will point out to you.. but really.. some times i get into... moods... and im a bit odd.. so you should ignore me a bit at those points...

-Don't take anyones shit and never let them take you alive' ~ Gerard Way
-some people comment on history, saying there is no point because it is in the past, but history teaches us not to make others mistakes.
-Rise Against has an awesome drummer.
-I wish something was actually wrong with me so i had an excuse for being such a wuss.
-I would be ecstatic if damien was real... or even just a hallucination.
-sometimes i wish i were a boy.
-I don't trust my family.
-Everyone thinks i don't remember, but really, i just try to ignore it ever happened.
-Sometimes when i cross the road, i wish a car would just hit me.
-I love things i shouldn't.
-Teachers are ignorant.
-'The question to my answer' ~ Becky Unsworth
-Hope is an illusion.
-Everyone is smart in their own way.
-'billions of dollars is spent every yearto make you feel worthless' ~ Anti-Flag
-I'd rather be sad and happy than 'normal' and boring.
-It's more fun to be weird than people realise.
-Only idiots wish to grow up.
-I live for others.
-RE is thinking time.
-teeth hurt.
-'Puch your lights out hit the pavement thats what i call entertainment' ~Lights out~ Mindless self Indulgence.
-Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep......
-Hope beth is at school today, or i will die.
-Hungry!! Should of had dinner.
-Maybe people go to mental asylums because they know things the government don't want them to.
-HEHE! kirsty had pinapple hair!
-What does twenty-twenty surgery mean?
-People say words like love and hate too easily.
-Students won't respect teachers if teachers won't respect students.
-Teenagers are too stressed out, no one seem to realize how much they are made to do.
-People with fake laughs have no humour.
-Breathing hurts.
-There is no such thing as just good or just evil, they're both mixed togethor.
-'never again, never again, they gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now' ~I never told you what i do for a living ~ My Chemical Romance
-No one thinks about others into depth.
-family=liars.
-i find it hard to trust people after so many who stabbed me in the back.
-Girls can be bitches.
-Stomach hurts.
-'sucks donkeys ass'~Bethany wheatley
-The singer of U2 has a squeaky voice.
-U2 has a good drummer, not as good as Bob Bryar, Dan or Rise Againsts drummer obviously.
-'You can call him noodles! like you can calle me Beckys! oh, wait.'~Becky Unsworth
-Adults automatically think they are better than children.
-If i were a space woman i would have a picnic on the moon and take a picture.
-I can speak English already, i do not feel the need to learn about devices etc.
-Some teachers are so far up their own arse, they arn't able to hear the students.
-Flys are there to purely piss us off.
-English pubs are always so old.
-Black Jumper+White dog=Disgusting mess of a jumper.
-I saw this film once about Kurt Cobain... it was odd, but it made me wonder whether he usually wore a dress.
-Why would i wear a dress when i can wear a piratee hat!!!
-Clicky pens could take over the world if they wanted too.
-I like vampires much more than the idea of God.
-Goths only go to graveyards because no one else does.
-when politics is brought into a game it is no longer fun nor worth it.
-Some un-published writers make me wish i were a publisher.
-I constantly feel im being watched.
-I know im not important enough to be remembered or noticed, but it doesn't mean i'll stop trying.
-All i hope for is that my friends don't leave me and if i do, they will remember me in a good way.
-Noel Fielding is an excepted goth.
-If we never talked to strangers then we wouldn't have anyone to talk to.
-i want a black and purple striped car.
-Tim Burton created my imagination.
-Why put so much work and detail into a ceiling if people will only see it whilst lying down.
-If dreams are your mind telling you what you want, does that mean i want my sister to be a zombie and eat my friends.
-The english are like moany wives but worse, imagine what an english moany wife is like.
-Scooby Doo is definately more famous than Lassie, come on, he's a dog who can talk (slightly), make his own, really tall, sandwiches and he can run on two paws.
-'I'll keep you my dirty little secret' ~ All American Rejects
-Some small children love santa more than their parents.
-I think spiderman is secretly homosexual, why else would he wear such a tight outfit.
-Pretty men are handsome men but nice and slightly girly.
-Hairdressers scare me because they can be so fake smiley and ask question about your life that you know they don't give a damn about.
-Damien is who i wish i were.
-If i were a dog i would chase my tail just for the hell of it.
-Does Peter Pan have a sister?
-Some decisions are made too easily.
-Everyone is a hypocrite.
-Hypocrite sounds greek... like the hipocrites oath.
-That oath is no longer taken seriously.
-People should stop reading this.
-I wish bullies were at least original with their insults.
-People hate me, even those who don't know me.
-One person can cause chaos among many.
-If it weren't for my conscience i would probably be taking drugs.
-Gerard Ways shoes are so awesome even i want them.
-Drums seem to keep songs in place.
-Shouting will get you nowhere.
-immature adults ammuse me.
-In the film, Macbeths hair makes me giggle and reminds me of a boar.
-If i don't get an opinion then what is this?
-What if we mixed them up and God is satan and satan is God.
-I swear windows are purposely put there to kill seagulls.
-High fives are the new handshakes.
-why wouldn't i got to the cinema dressed as a pirate.
-Kirsty should remove her hand from her crotch before Miss Lee suspects something.
-LUCY RULES THE UNIVERSE! she got me a poster of the way brothers and they are wearing the awesome shoes!!
-I would sleep in a coffin, they are much more comfy than people realise, but i would feel slightly chlostrophobic.
-Star Trek is an even crapper version of star wars, if thats even possible.
-Chocolate milk is my oxygen.
-Halloween is MUCH better than Christmas, you dress up, hang around with your friends and get free sweets,. On christmas your with your family wearing stupid jumpers and eating a fucking bird.
-(Lucy speaking) I wish halloween was my birthday or became the new christmas god dammit. =>_<=
-(Lucy speaking) I want a muffin, a chocolate muffin *sighs* i want a hug waaaaaaaa.
-'I don't care what you think as long as its about me' ~I don't care~ Fall Out Boy
-Tim Burton is God in a dark form who eats pizza.
-'There's an ism for everthing' ~ Lucy Rutt
-(Lucy Speaking) i wish houses were made of gingerbread, like in hanzel and gretal but without the evil witch and cannabalistic witch.
-It is a sin to keep people from doodling.
-Lucy is crazy.
-she is definately crazy.
-i poke people in the face with rulers to waste time as well as the fact that their reactions are amusing.
-Joeys hat will be mine!
-I'll be the new Macbeth.
-Smiley faces should be on everything to make the world happier.
-If i were a zombie i'd eat the queens brain to know what she is thinking.
-You have to have a really organised imagination to like star trek.
-Star trek is funny in a bad way, like Scream.
-ew.
-Imaginary flags are addictive.
-sleeeeeeepy Kirsty.
-(Lucy speaking) Tuna Pasta bake... mmm *drools*
-mmm brains... Zombies rule >.<
-Lucy can't cry because she is dead ^^
-KIRSTY SMELLS!
-Note to self, don't give Kirsty a bouncy ball.
-Kirsty is deaf.
-People hide too much.
-The evil chainsaw guy from the texas chainsaw massacre looks like he could be in slipknot.
-Marriage is much more depressing than it should be.
-Head hurts.
-NEED MY CHOCOLATE MILK!!!
-bum hurts.
-Kirsty has no hand-eye co-ordination.
-Might see Mrs Boyes today.
-I don't understand you, you don't understand me.
-Music gave birth to my generation.
-WOO! END OF LESSON! never a happier time of day.
-(Lucy speaking) awwh T_T RE is so boring... Zach says he needs new platform shoes.
-(Lucy Speaking) Lets eat cookies and be happy.
-(Lucy Speaking) pasta.
-(Lucy speaking) Me again ^_^ , Im really bad at writing vampires... Babies are secret mutants.
- The chicken dance tune gets stuck in my head! Gah!
-Who said suicide couldn't be a happy thought?
-If you want to kill yourself call 08457 90 90 90.
-homophobes are ignorant.
-Tim Burton is the king of goths, Johnny Depp is the knight in shining armour.
-HEADACHE!!!!! ><
-I hate the fact that i get hungry at night.
-I feel faintish
-Im scared about how my other family will react towards me.
-Its a good thing they don't sell dogs and cats in pet shops anymore, otherwise i would bring one home everyday.
-revising just confuses my head.
-might have a shower...
-I become obsessed with things too easily.
-This may be an odd and slightly mean thought, but i think Mikey Ways child might be the re-incarnation of Heath Ledger.
-I hate those who try to stop others from being unique, even though i don't believe there is such a thing as unique anymore.
-You can call my music whatever you want, i only care about how awesome and uplifting it is.
-Has anyone else noticed the extinction of the term goth? now goths are classified as emos... something is wrong with that.
-when i read a good book or watch a good film i become distant and slightly crazy. e.g. when i watched Batman the dark knight, i came home muttering stuff about murder and guns.
-I wish i understood myself.
-When your really tired, sleep is like a drug.
-I may not like girl pop bands, but i respect those who don't dress as sluts.
-Damn age restriction, it should be a recommendation rather than a law.
-I think i will die long before i can create myself a reasonable life.
-'we'll carry on, we'll carry on.' ~ the black parade~ My chemical romance
-People who fake concern are worse than those who don't show any at all.
-Whats the point in going to school when i have clearly fucked it up already.
-i need glasses....
-My favourite dream was when i was in hell.
-Some teachers are way too old for their job. teachers should be watched more carefully, sometimes they can be really perverted.
-I can't live my life to the fullest, i have school tommorow.
-There is nothing more fun than singing really loud whilst hyper.
-School is the source of all awkward and stupid viruses.
-School disco's suck, all of the music is r'n'b, your not allowed outside and the only thing your allowed to drink is juice... i hate juice...
-(Lucy speaking) Meh detention, Meh beans, MEh i want a Wil Francis clone.
- sleeeeeeeeeeeepy *groans*
-Detentions are stupid, they just make you hate teachers.
-'B is for Becky, B is for Beth, B is for Banana, B is for bad breath' ~Halloween 08~Lucy Rutt

Yes... there is alot... >> woops... anyway.. TA DA.. i will be amazed if you bothered to get this far.

---Damie... xxx

Halloween

2008-11-07T08:34:00.000-08:00

yes yes.. i know its been over a week now.. but i just felt the need... might even post some pictures :P

so... on Halloween i was going to dress up as Damien.. but in the end i was just a girl who was covered in blood holding a fake gun... the gun was fun.. i kept shooting people with it *manically giggle*

annnnyway, being me i woke up at 2pm-ish got ready after procrastinating for an hour and a half, and then i was picked up by bethys dad. i was the first at beths ickle party.. then after a while the rest joined us...

We basically talked all night whilst watching music channels.. it was amusing though... Lucy made up various songy like things whilst i shot her in the face... one of them was ' B is for Becky, B is for Beth, B is for Banana, B is for bad breath' it was berrry odd...

not many people were dressed.. beth looked cool though... her fake blood went well.. she also bought a fake lung and we threw it in the air and it accidently got stuck on the ceiling ..

Lucy came with a sheet that she had put eye hole is... which i stole...

we also watched V for vendetta! that film is awesome! i love stephen fry in it... Stephen fry is my god..

Hannah was sort of observing everything.. especially when beth, jo and jenny got a litttttle tooo excited.... it was scary.. even worse was that jo was dressed as a mouse whilst jenny was dressed as a cat...

Also, we had to open the door for trick or treaters, and being the squeamish girls they are, everyone except me (who didn't even see) sqealed over this boy who had knocked... apparently he had cool hair, had snake bites, and was covered in fake blood.. beths type really, she'll love anything that includes fake blood... that was pretty much halloween, the next day i watched sleepy hollow with jo and beth.. but that was about it... meh.. anyway, enjoy the pictures

<--- me in lucys sheet... you can see a part of lucy's leg

<---Bethy in her halloween outfit ^^

<--- Jodie dressed as a mouse... usually we refrain from giving her sugar.. but we were kind

<--- Lucy staring at the tv.. that was pretty much her evening.

<---- HANNAH!!! beths mother in the back... and i think jodie is also in the back.. with blue tights

---->Jenny. she came as a cat.. but i think the whiskers faded... she was sleeeeeepy

<---- yes, yes... i worry about my friends too.. but its bound to happen when you go to an all girls school... by the way.. it goes, from left to right, Beth, Jenny and jo

--- Damie... xxx

Clareys, Bridging the gap

2008-11-05T11:55:00.000-08:00

My sister created this video called Bridging the Gap for college, its quite good. she made herself ill doing it because she had to create it within a week... go visit her youtube site http://uk.youtube.com/user/piskieface
she is quite happy because her teacher said that if they changed the voices and some of the lines then it would stand a good chance at a film festival
anyway... here is the video...

--- Damie.... xxx